Damn it all, I am just sad.
I suck at having friends. I can't keep them.
As soon as I get close, I find out that they really aren't who I thought they were.
Maybe this is why I like meeting new people. They always seem like the best people.
Maybe people just always try to give a good first impression.
But as soon as they get comfortable around you, they act themselves.
But why do they always turn out to be a jerk?
Maybe everyone is just a jerk.
Maybe I am a jerk.
Maybe I have a bad taste in friends.
Maybe I just shouldn't get to close to people.
Am I meant to be alone?