Jul 10, 2011

I broke up when you went for the night,
and I swore that I wanted to die.
When the dust from the smoke filled my eyes.
I started my own fire.

Aug 6, 2010

We were once family.

Jul 22, 2010

Looking in the mirror Harry didn't like what he saw
The cheeks of his mother the eyes of his father
As each day crashed around him the future stood revealed
He was turning into his parents
The final disappointment

Stepping out of the shower Harry stared at himself
His hairline receding the slight overbite
He picked up the razor to begin his shaving
and thought oh I wish I was different

I wish I was stronger I wish I was thinner
I wish I didn't have this nose
These ears that stick out remind me of my father
and I don't want to be reminded at all
The final disappointment

Harry looked into the mirror thinking of Vincent Van Gogh
and with a quick swipe lopped off his nose
And happy with that he made a slice where his chin was
He's always wanted a dimple
The end of all illusion
Then peering down straight between his legs
Harry thought of the range of possibilities
A new face a new life no memories of the past
and slit his throat from ear to ear

Harry woke up with a cough the stitches made his wince
A doctor smiled at him from somewhere across the room
Son we saved your life but you'll never look the same
And when he heard that, Harry had to laugh
Although it hurt Harry had to laugh
The final disappointment

Jul 20, 2010


but I don't give a fuck anymore. Or at least I try not to.

Apr 2, 2010

The man who sold the world


Mar 25, 2010

I am incomplete

Fuck! Holy shit fuck!Next best thing to Pickle's IRL rants... Pickles E-rants!
Favourite blog at the moment hands down!

Here is a sample;
It is so hard to eat and not laugh when I am seeing 2 people clueless as fuck eating dumpster food and loving it! They were “Oh Tyronne this is unreal” and so I am having little outbursts of laughter just saying “Haha Fuck my dad was good today” and Tyronne knew exactly why I was laughing the awkwardness hit the all time peak when they said how good it was! I was thinking holy shit I hope they never find out, I couldn’t say a word to anyone after the meal except “I’m so tired~~” which i was full of shit, I just couldn’t look anyone in the eye, after eating carrots and tomatoes from a fucking bin haha

Get on it!

Mar 19, 2010

it's time to breakdown

Prep: When I still liked my family

Grade two: When I had a friend who never argued with me.

Grade three: When I could still pass for cute.
Grade four: when I was still smart for my age.

Grade five: When I was still naturally pretty.
Grade six: When I had no care what I looked like.

I'm at the crossroads of my life
Should I go left or right?

Mar 16, 2010

Stop callin', stop callin' I don't wanna think anymore! I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor

My phone is slowly deteriorating. The only visible part of my screen is about two centimeters squared in the bottom right hand corner. What good is that? I can't even read who txt messages are from anymore! The only thing I can do is try to write a txt by using dictionary and instinct, and read who a phone call is from on the outside screen, and that is no use because I avoid answering calls. I don't know why, I just don't like talking over the phone. Maybe I should just give up and say that I don't own a phone.


Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!


Mar 14, 2010

your shoes and the world to come

Hopefully I will see you again before you leave, but if not, have fun and you will be missed.

Mar 12, 2010


Today Camille and I ventured to the city to see the Ron Mueck exhibition at the NGV. All of his work is so lifelike, yet nothing is life sized. Highly recommended that you see this, because just looking at a 2D image loses the impact.

Here are some shitty phone pics that I took.

...So they don't really do any justice.
Here are some better quality pictures of his work:

This man is actually around a third of my size.

And this baby is around three times my height.
And this guy is around twice my size.

This face is about my height.

Ron Mueck also used to make models and puppets. He was the voice of, and constructed my favourite childhood character.

Actually come to think of it,
this movie pretty much made my childhood.
It starred the man behind my first CD,
and who was on stage at my first concert.

Mar 1, 2010

Just stumble and fall into a world that's over crowded.

As much as I enjoyed seeing the bands and people that I love, Soundwave is a very horrible place. I do not enjoy the 'festival atmosphere', and I am glad I did not pay for it.

However, THIS completed my life.

Feb 22, 2010

random violence


To Joe,
we need a 52" LCD home theatre with 7.1 surround sound.
From Coles.

35 stories high. Epiphany.